Umm, since I am facing a huge writer's block since December 2005, bigla kong naisip na gawin tong thread na to (eh? walang connection no?)

I can't write, so I'll share what I wrote na lang. Sana share niyo rin masterpieces niyo, para masaya. Here's a some of my poems. You could post any literary pieces nga pala, ok?

First Elegy
Sealed lips closed forever
no longer will pester me
no longer here to pester me
for those lips will remain sealed
in an eternal smile
joined by the window of your soul
resting now in summer lands
so quiet,too quiet
how come silence is that loud?
The horizon is turning gray now
when will this rain fall?
for days the land was parched,
longing for
drops of rain
for somehow it won't fall
I just don't know why
my tears won't fall.
--------------------->May 13,2005. para kay Jose. I hope I won't write an elegy ever again.

Tadaima
I count the days left till I see you again
can't wait anymore.
Now I'm nearly home

Familiar landmarks feasts the eyes
heartbeat drumming like the shinkansen
Now the angelic smile is in view
two pair of feets move
fast
going faster
hayaku...

My whole body fell into yours
four arms wrapped what they can reach
your scent, your heat, your voice, I know
tadaima ------------------------------May 27,2005

Dusty doll
Here I am
dusting corridors with my feet
remebering the days
we used to laugh
we used to hold each others hands,
we used to fool each other around...
this dusty corridors.
once noisy
once full of people
once brimmming with life
now
all
gone.

Nahuhulog
Ako'y nahuhulog
sa kadiliman
dahan-dahan
di makalaban
sa pamamaga
ng katawan
puso
at isipan
nakatanga sa wala
pagpumikit ako
meron bang makikita?
Mabuti pang mag inaty na lang
at umasang
may ilaw na dadaan.

kayo naman!

I liked Tadaima! ^_^

Mamaya na ako mag-post ng ginawa ko pag-bumalik na ang inspirasyon ko po ha? Nawala kasi ever since Feb.

RaeRae: alam mo yan nga yung problema ko ngayun kaya ako nagkaka writer's block.
After three years, naka move-on nga ko from somebody's death, kaso di naman na ko makasulat ng maganda =________= bad trip.

Okay lang yan. Ma-i-inspire ka din. Kahit di ngayon. Ang hirap nga magsulat ng maayos ngayon eh. Pero alam ko makakasulat ako someday. Hintayin ko na lang na biglaan akong tamaan ng kidlat. XD Well, not literally or mamatay na ako kung ganun.

hehehe mahilig me magsulat ng mga fanfic etc.....


Para Sayo....

kamusta ka na ba?
Heto ako nag iintay
na muli tayong magkita.
At sana'y malaman mong hindi ka
nag-iisa.

Kahit na malayo ka pa
Lagi akong naririto para sayo
Kahit bundok aakyatin ko
kahit bagyo lalampasan ko
kahit apoy papatayin ko
kahit giyera lulusubin ko

Para lamang sayo.............

sakura hime: post ka ng fanfic!!!! >,<

Be My Only Angel

Chapter1

My only angel Sasuke…………

Naruto- The magic mirror who always talks to Sakura. And a friend.

Sasuke- His one and only battle angel that her fairy godmother gave to her.

Tsunade- Her fairy godmother

Ino- Her very famous rival when it becomes to battle Angel. But then they treat themselves as best friend.

Rin- a beautiful witch that have a hidden agenda to Sakura to make her life miserable.

TenTen- The youngest among the three sisters and feeling like a princess.

Temari- second to Tayuya who always like to ordered Sakura.

Tayuya- The eldest between Tenten and Temari.

Anko- Her ill-tempered aunty when it becomes to her.

Shikamaru, Chouji and Rocklee- Sakura’s three little dwarfs.

Akamaru- Her kawaii puppy who speaks and always on her side.

Hinata- The angel and rival of Orochimaru.

Orochimaru- The devil and rival of Hinata.

Itachi- the handsome prince who look a like his battle Angel.

Kakashi- The founder of ultimate Angelic Angel Tournament.

Before she going to aboard on the ship she assured that she don’t left anything

important things to him.

And then she gave a deep “sigh” what’s the sigh for? Well she didn’t even know but she knows that it will be a different road of life she will face now.

Starting now when she is now leaving her lovely hometown.

An orphan like her needs to learn how to stand on her own.

Then before she took her last steps, she then again turn to look around on the beautiful view of her hometown.

Sadness that’s what he feels now.

Maybe soon she will be homesick even that she didn’t have parent’s anymore.

But she also has a friend in there who takes care of her.

And then she notice that there’s someone waving his hand to her.

“Hey Sakura! Bye! Bye! Take care, Don’t ever forget me ha!”

And then she finally even notice that it was him.

Right…it was surely his childhood friend Neji.

“Yes sure! Bye! Bye! You take care also.

She didn’t even notice that her tear is falling down on her cheeks.

So it means she will surely miss her friend.

Arf Arf…… that’s when she’s back on her consciousness when she heard Akamaru bark at her.“Oh! I guess I need a rest. I hope that I will find a better job so that I can have my money.

And then again she “sigh”. A sigh that seems endless to her.

Arf Arf… she look at Akamaru who wags his tail like saying

Its alright …... Your agony will surely end.

An hour later when she is finally arrive at that said location where her aunty lives.

She’s so nervous at the fact that she will live with her aunty and her three cousins that according to her mother that hey didn’t seem friendly.

No one knows what will happen to her, maybe not now but later.

When she is finally at the front door. She gave it a sigh and softly knocks on the door. Then she realizes the door open by a woman. Her aunty.

“Good Mo..Morning! Aunty….. I’m Sakura”.

i dont know if i will call it like that well hirs mine
Trip ko (Lea Mandani)

Sinasabi sa sarili wag nang ikubli,

Harapin kita di ko magawa.

Nangangatog aking tuhod,

Ngunit gagawin lahat kahit lumuhod.

Ito'y sinasabi ko,

Di dahil trip ko,

Na magpapansin sayo.

Kung di dahil,

Trip ko,

Ipahiwatig sayo.

Pag-ibig ko,

Naabot hangang bubobong niyo.



Sigaw ng kabataan (Lea Mandani)

Ayokong mabuhay pa,

Tanong sa sarili may pag-asa paba?

Sa mundong puno ng pasakit,

At mga taong walang malasakit.

Gusto kong sumugaw,humiyaw.

Sana puso niyo aking mapukaw.

Dahil isa lamang akong bata,

Nakulang sa kalinga!!



You (Lea Mandani)

Roses are red, Violets are blue.

And You?

You are My Princess,My Queen, My Ruler, And MY Master.

You are the princess of my dreams,

The queen of my heart,

ruler os my soul,

And the master of my life.

You brought light to my darkest Nights.

You are my source of happiness.

And Now.

I offer you my life,

Coz,

Without you girl im not here

Today and Forever....



My Best (Lea Mandani)

Since you entered my door, You're already in my heart.

Since you took a cup of sugar, You already had my heart.

Since the day i met you , I offered everything for you .

Just to please you.

But once you'll hurt me , My love.

I'll just say I did my best.

But my best wasn't worthy enough for you.

This poem was nominated for the best poem of 2005, written by an African kid...amazing thought!

When I born, I Black,
When I grow up, I Black,
When I go in Sun, I Black,
When I scared, I Black,
When I sick, I Black,
And when I die, I still black..

And you White fella,
When you born, you Pink,
When you grow up, you White,
When you go in Sun, you Red,
When you cold, you Blue,
When you scared, you Yellow,
When you sick, you Green,
And when you die, you Gray..

And you calling me Colored?

This is not my work but this is one of my faves, if not my most favorite:

Risk
by Mother Teresa

To laugh is- to risk appearing the fool.
To weep is- to risk appearing sentimental.
To reach out is- to risk involvement.

To expose your feelings is-
to risk exposing your true self.
To place you ideas, your dreams before the crowd is-
to risk their loss.

To love is- to risk not being loved in return.
To live is- to risk dying.
To hope is- to risk despair.

To try is- to risk failure.
But risks must be taken,
because the greatest hazard in life
is to risk nothing.

The person who risks nothing,
does nothing, has nothing, and
is nothing.
He may avoid suffering and sorrow,
but he simply cannot learn, feel,
change, grow, live- love.

Chained by his certitudes,
he is a slave,
he has forfeited freedom.
Only a person who risks is free.

This is something I made the other day. I was inspired while listening to Mr. Deja Vu. Actually the poem has a tune already. I just wish it were longer so I could consider it a song. Hehe... I guess I got over my writer's block after all.

Deja Vu

I have felt this way before.
I now know I want no more.

Trying to keep feelings checked
Because loving left me wrecked.

Love has taught me how to hate.
The pain I felt was too great.

It left me in tears before.
I am now alone once more
So this is what I've to say,
I don't want to feel this way.

Feelings should just leave me be.
I'll throw away my heart's key.

I have felt this way before.
Now I'm sure I want no more.

~~~~~~
It's way too short. -_-

MY DRAMA
thou don't understand,
thou don't know me at all.
still living in my past,
seeing thyself in the midst of hatred.
this life-
always clouded by silence and anger,
until thou can't see the light inside of me.
thou don't understand,
for thou don't know your child...
...at all.
-jan 15, 2003

AGAHAN
halt! thy dearest mother.
slowen the speed oft your mouth;
awakens thy every morning,
destroys everything with
the caliber oft deafening voice.
twisting the silence,
cheers up the devil,
as i found thyself with
horns and trident.
-may 18, 2005

I LOVE YOU
after a heartbreak i never thought i'd love again
i never thought i'd someone in
someone that i'd love so true
but i was wrong because of you
you taught me how to love again
you were the one that i let in
you're the one i love so true
can't you see that
I LOVE YOU

gagaling.

ito lang akin:---> "Tapos na."

er.. cge na nga post ko na to.. hmm gawa ko to nung 2nd year college frustrations sa paggawa ng poem yung english teacher nmin.. di nmn kasi ako magaling sa english nun eh (kahit ngayon hehehe) kaya iyan pang asar buong araw ko ginawa yan.. and ironically (like the poem) it ends up on our english paper >.<


I Hate Poetry

Where can I find the words? Where to begin?
These are the questions that hunt me within.

Writing poems, for me is really tough
Cause I know I’m not creative enough.

How can I ever be more creative
I cant even rhyme the word aggressive.

Rhyming sucks, I really hate poetry
Rhythm and me doesn’t have a chemistry.

Measuring syllables drives me crazy
And stalking for right words kills me gently

Forcing myself to be a great poet
Feels like wearing an odd heavy bonnet.

Still I got to trap words which is the best
That will surely stands out from all the rest.

Even though I have no inspiration
I’ve got to work on my own creation.

Wait..Aaaahh!!!... It hurts… I’m having a migraine
This damn poetry keeps punching my brain.

I’ve really got to end this very fast
Before my stupid head burst with a blast.

here's a 5 min poem.. more of 2 mins ^^;

12/03

If you could see right through to me
feel how my blood turn
hear what my heart says
see what my eyes lure
the message it tries to convey
through words, through time,
through seas and through skies
and then you'll see
right through me

Ang galing ninyo! I-post ko nga yung ginawa ko kanina habang bad trip ako... kaso kailangan ko pang kunin sa kuwarto... >.<

okey ito na...

After Tonight

It's dark in here.
That's good.
I wait for the tears.
I'm in that kind of mood.

Crying alleviates my sadness.
Let me cry.
No one will notice.
Just let me cry.

I feel so down.
Why do I feel this way?
Why do I frown?
I really hate today.

I'm missing something.
What is it?
I'm struggling.
What is it?

I feel so bad.
I want to cry.
Why am I so sad?
If only I could fly...

Understand me!
Make me understand myself!
I want to flee.
I want to escape myself.

I dry my eyes
And shut them tight.
I tell myself all sorts of lies
Attempting to make myself feel light.

It fails, of course.
How could it not?
I've shut the doors
Leading to my heart.

I've left myself
Alone in despair
Waiting for Death itself
To make sure I'm beyond repair.

I hug my pillows
To say 'good night'.
I'm expecting no more 'hellos'
After tonight.


^April 20, 2006
10:53 PM

seven minutes ago, i saw someone go inside a building that seemed to be a
bank. i continued walking and came across someone hurrying to get into a cab.
there was this kid nagging the man near the pub for a coin or two...
she ran towards me. i thought she was. i saw her heading for me...but in an instant the man from the bank, the one in the cab, the man in the pub, me...
we were standing frozen when blood rained from where she was hit by the speeding van. i felt the sticky substance in my face..

and so they did.

this is one of the experimental poems i'm trying to make just like what my english professor (paolo manalo, author ng librong jolography) showed us by carolyn forche

ill post mine later~!!!

"ALANGYA"

hala...
sige...
tingin pa...
anung klaseng mga mata yan?
mapanlait at mapanlinlang...
eh kung dukutin ko ang mga yan?
wala kang alam... wala kang kwenta...
anung klaseng mga mata yan?

(-para sa mga discriminators na mangmang)

alangya...

BORED last night and realized na walng eng vers ng fields of hope sa gundam seed destiny (sorry ah gundam seed freak ako pasensya ^^) kya i decided to make one na lng, with the same idea... (hopefully XD)

(It ain't done, coz I fell asleep while doing it LOL XD To those who know the song, try to fit na lng the lyrics.. ok lng ba? *swt*)


Beneath the cold and gentle night
You sleep and lean on by my side
The stars shine down, the breezes blow
Then all become bright

The morning dawns, the light breaks through
The trees stand tall for me and you
That is the day we all wait for
A future new

The fights and the wars looked like they won't end
The wounds that we suffered, they couldn't mend
Is there any way to finish it all?
Is it that hard to hold out a hand to lend?

The future can't bring back who lived days then
Those who'd make us smile over and again
Although we are lost, we will find our way
Coz we'll still be believing then...
Fields of Hope

hehe another poem or lyrics by me! ^_^;;

I'll Always Love You

(kanino kaya ito dedicated?? ehehe :lol:)

I'll Always Love You

In my heart, I've always known
Looking at you is
Like watching an angel,

Allowing myself to fall,
Letting myself feel,
Waiting for you to accept me,
Accepting it even if you don't,
Yearning for you,
Saying 'I love you',

Learning how to show
Others how I feel,
Vulnerably crying,
Exposing my weakness everyday

You're not in my arms
Or even when you've said,
"Understand that I don't feel the same"


hmm... sa taong dinedicate ko toh... hehe labshoo

T~T kakahiya naman pero cge na nga i made this last night haha di ako makatulog inspired by mj and emogirl21 of youtube hahahaha


title nito? anu ba pwede..

~levamentum~

every night you make me cry
you leaving me makes me want to die
with all the things you said
filled my heart with dread

my feelings didn't reach you
it doesn't mean you're numb
so now we're through
how i feel so dumb

i am not chasing after thee
nor am i asking for the love you gave me
i'm simply releasing the pain
which lessens the possibility of me being insane

to move on in this journey
i must forget about you, my beloved
this may sound corny
but i will always love you, enough said

@kaxe
walang dapat ikahiya sa sariling pagkamulat... sa lahat at bawat bagay na madaraanan ng ating mga mata - lahat may pinagmulan...

...may dahilan.

sige lang... kung sa mga munting letra man lang natin kayang ilabas ang ating mga sarili... tuloy lang.

...lahat pantay-pantay.

...lahat

umaasa.

@all

gumawa ako ng on the spot poem bigla nlang ng hang bad trip..

burado tuloy ganda paman din..

:P i rarely write poems cause i am no poet...poetist ako...*laugh*i write fanfics to pass the time

hmm...

well, since i went into this band thing, i was forced to redirect my poetry writing to songwriting.

and here's one.

haha. at natawa ako ng sinulat ko to. hahaha. this is dedicated to the EFC and the KOE!
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Alodia(fanboy)
by me!

unang litaw mo
napahanga mo ang mga tao
unang pakita mo
naging fanboy mo na ako

isang beses kitang nakita
isang beses nung ka'y rumampa

at alam kong ikaw ay sisikat
at alam kong lahat sila ay mamumulat
at alam kong sila ay hahanga
sa iyong galing kaya...

para sa iyo ang awiting ito
laman nito ang puso ko
alam mo naman na sikat ka na
alam nating lahat na... ako... ang iyong fanboy

muling nagpakita
ay model ka na pala...
muling paglitaw
may banda ka na

hindi ko pa kayo nakikitang tumugtog
pero alam ko na magaling kayo basta't andun ka na...

para sa iyo ang awiting ito
laman nito ang kaluluwa ko
kahit na sikat ka pa
kahit na may banda ka na
alam naman nating dalawa na ako... ang iyong fanboy

binigyan ng pagkakataon
na ikaw ay makausap
salamat sa Diyos at ikaw ngayon at kaharap
at ngayon ako'y sobrang ligaya na...

ang iyong fanboy...(ay ako)
ang iyong fanboy...(ay ako)
o alodia... (ako ang fanboy mo)
o alodia... (umiibig sayo...)
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

nyahahahaha. i can't believe i wrote one. heehee! nahihiya na ako sa sarili ko! gyahahaha!

frustrated...dunno why...
-----------------------------------
feelings inside

sometimes when i see you
i get shy
and other times
i wanna cry
why oh why do i feel like this?

is it because you know?
of the feelings that i have for you
or is it because i know you can't love me too?
i don't know

i know were friends
but sometimes i can't help
to think that maybe
i can make you happy

it just hurts me when i see
you crying over her when you still have me
i know i'm being selfish
but that's how i feel

i'm sorry for feeling this way
i'm just making it hard for you and me
i hate myself for being like this
but its hard to hide my feelings inside

well...

here's a poem i made.

Abby(my chii)

if there was such a thing as a past life
i'd believe in it now.
because i believe that we already met before.
and we shared something back then

i've met a lot of people,
i've talked with lots of people.
i've experienced their company
but nothing beats your presence

given the chance i would have shown you
how much i've changed before i met you
how much i've been smiling
how much i've been feeling..

and yes i love you so much.
and i will always love you.
nothing will change.

even if i wait for a long time.
it's ok with me. i will still love you.
just please... i ask you
wait for me too.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

don't ask.

so hard

==========================

loneliness is coming
depression is here
my emotions are all gone
so i have nothing to fear

i hate my heart for loving
i hate me for falling
for a guy that's so far
yet very near

my friends say i should be strong
that i should forget and move on
but its just so hard for me
to try and be what i'm not

my heart just hasn't learned
not to fall when i know i'll just get hurt
even if i try to close my heart
i can't coz its so hard

its so hard to forget
its so hard to close a heart
when the one you wanna forget
has a special place in your heart

that's how i feel right now
that's why i'm crying now
its coz i just love you so
and i know you can't love me too...

i made this poem for me...

because right now, this is something i find hard to do...

move on

hurting wounded and alone
i wander around the city called loneliness
looking for someone to be with me
looking for someone who will care

walking around i find you
you were alone too... and we walked together
hand in hand
happiness finally there...

i found happiness in you
and you found happiness in me.
until one day
the rat came and took it all away.

the pain shook my world.
as you were taken away from me.
the pain makes me shudder every night
as i sleep... tears come out from a corner of my eye

and now it all comes down to this
the words flash to my head
a word that brings a pain
the word GOODBYE...

it may not be now.
it may not have happened then
but i'm pretty sure. our fate was intertwined.
maybe the next time we meet.
in our next life. maybe that's where i'll find you.
and maybe you will find me.

that's how it is... for me
that's how it may be for you...

i can wait for as long as i can
i don't know about you.
but fate says... this
my happiness is lost along with you...

i can never move on the way they say
because moving on means forgetting everything we ever had
movign on will mean losing that happiness i felt with you
moving on will be the end of our dreams.

for now... i will go back to my shell
hide there till the time comes.
i will be here...
i will always be here...
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

EIJI


T-T

+siGh+



MiNna Ok LanG ba Kung gaWa nG fwend Ko??
i riLi waNna sHare it e...

Onegai...
:( :( :(

ok lang yun no.

haay.

ang gulo ng buhay talaga.

haaay...

i'll post my poem here pag may time na ako.

ahahhah!!
nakaLimutaN ko Yung cOpy sa BahaY..
aMpFnesz!!!

next tyM kO naLang pOsT..
hehehe
masyado me naExcYt maG oNLine e...
haRhaR!!!

eiwow!!! just finished my third poem...

i fell like im heart broken so ito yung na gawa ko....

why do you have to go away???

why do you have to ran away from me???

all you say is what i always do and follow...

all,everythig i do just to show how much you meant the world to me....

i sacrifice even my life,just for you to have what you want...

i wolud give my whole,even my conscience just to make you happy,

i beleive that,what i do will affect how deeply and madly im inlove with you...